@#$!%

I feel like I screw everything up.
Honestly, I know I shouldn't say that because I don't and people continuously tell me I don't.
I still have that unsure feeling inside my stomach telling me that something is wrong.
I hate it.
I've been starting to get more headaches and I mope a lot more at home now.
I still love hanging with my sister and mom, but I like being alone a lot more than I did.
I don't know what it is, but something has seriously changed.
It's not my vegetarianism or my boyfriend just so people don't bring that up.
I AM happy.
For real.
Sometimes, I just have this uncontrollable sad feeling.
And I have no clue what causes it.